When I was little I remember crying at night if something was wrong knowing my mum would come in to me and make everything ok, fix it, change it, whatever it was.
Now I cry alone, nobody to comfort me, nobody even knows I’m crying.
And I thought ‘why am I even crying if there is nobody to hear?’
Then I sobbed even more when I remembered that this is something nobody can fix, I can’t even fix it for myself. This is just life.

Crying over the bad things is horrible, but what’s worst is having the amazing things taken away, with no hope of them coming back, because now even the “good” that is my life feels so horribly awful, and there is nothing I can do about it.

Feeling sad.
Been feeling down all week. I thought it was post great bday blues but it’s been too long for that now.
I can’t explain why either because I have lots to be happy about and not really anything to be sad about. I found out I will be graduating with a first and I was happy about that for about an hour and then I felt down again. I’ve also met a great guy and I should be happy about that too but still I overall I mostly feel low. I have no energy either.
This is stopping me from being productive and applying for jobs.
It sucks.

lonely and sad.

Im confused and I think a bit sad about this thing… What do you want?
Feeling all used up like I used this months dose of happiness all in one go on Sunday.